this weather is sad.

my weekend was full of fun and little restriction. However now I have a yucky cold and will stay in all day. Which I really don't have a problem with.

I'm trying to work on a couple things. I quit smoking (again) and I feel a lot healthier. Maybe I'll start working out. To be honest though, I probably won't. This month has zoomed by and I fear almost that time is passing too quickly.

School is a top priority and I am promising not to waste my own loan money this semester. Each hour long class is like, $150 a day. So basically every class you skip, you're wasting a ridiculous amount of your own money. So... yeah.

I'm not in a bad place right now, which is good. I'm not thinking too much, which is sometimes a problem. Thinking is not a problem. But too much thinking is. Yeah. I'm happy though.

Don't really feel like being introspective or reflective right now. Family Guy makes me laugh so hard. 

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being back has been ridiculous. I haven't had time to stop and breathe for a few days now, and finally sitting down and writing, I feel a huge shift in my life. Last week I was sitting at home on my porch peacefully, watching the clock, and now it's being somewhere different every hour, rekindling with friends since May, moving in, and embracing the craziness that comes with my group of friends. These people that I have surrounded myself are honest, colorful, caring people, and I am so fortunate for that.

But with every push comes a shove. I find myself trying to find what's good for me and in terms of romance, I really want to get it right this year. As corny as that sounds. I've been going after the wrong people for a while now. And the past seems to linger. Thsoe people are still in my life. ANd I want to treat them with as much respect as possible, but my heart and my mind are fighting a war and I cannot hide it. 

So many good things to come. I need to slow my mind down. This year will be amazing..

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