I am not sure.

what is beautiful and ugly any more. what is important and what is not. I push myself to come to conclusions RIGHT AWAY and it's really not necessary. 

I've been writing lots and I'm ready to start performing with my band again. I feel like winter is finally passing and it wasn't even that painful. 

i'm just looking for some

credit.

and you, who have always been there to love me. I didn't 

even 

see.