there are certain rules- boundaries- that we as individuals set for ourselves. We use these in order to make judgements and decisions in our lives. I like to think that everyone is good, and everyone has good intentions and wants the best for their surroundings. I like to give people the benefit of the doubt. I like to think that I am (usually) doing the right thing and that the choices I make are beneficial and will advance me in some way in my life. But you can't rely on people. You can find ways to make yourself happy and find a medium between pleasing others and pleasing yourself, and hope that your system works.

The friends I have are truely the most important people in my life (of course). These people remind me who I am and bring out the good qualities so that I can grow as a person and feel that I am excelling in everything I do. The people who are there for me when I am in trouble- without these people, I would not survive most of the time. Whether we like to admit it or not, these people are golden and without them we would be lonely, lost, and afraid. 

Then there are the bad seeds. The people who seek pleasure in seeing you unhappy. These people are not happy for themselves, therefore they take it out on their surroundings and this results to chaos. 

Today I woke up with a massive hangover (which didn't go away till around 5 pm) and saw some friends. I miss New York and I forgot how beautiful it is in the summer. Tonight when I got back home I walked to Cumby's to get snacks and on the way back looked up and saw the clearest sky I've ever seen. I hadn't seen stars in so long. 

I can't write shit right now... I have this piano hook playing on repeat in my head but nothing else comes to mind. Kind of like my life right now. har har

Peace