Today was so bland. It was humid and I did nothing interesting. Although, I did get sun by sitting outside of Starbucks for two hours being somewhat productive- I filled out two job applications and talked to some people I hadn't seen in a while. I can't believe they're closing down 500 stores across America. 

But what I do not get is like, sketchy men. When they stare at you for an obvious minute or two in public. No matter what mood I'm in, I just want to be like, "Are you serious?" Most of the time I just give them a scary look and walk away but like, it's just ridiculous. Imagine if we lived in a world where women sexually harassed men in public by hissing or snickering after them as they walked down the street. That'd be hilarious. We deserve at least that.

It seems to be the middle of the summer. A time when you're either counting down the days till September, when your regular schedule and busyness resumes, or you're having the time of your life. My life has not been consistent. I'm either up or down. I'm broke as hell and I find myself replying to ridiculous Craig's List ads about Red Headed Salon models and Nannys and Music video extras and such. Craig's List is always fun. I never seem to get too many replies. That makes me sad. The entertainment industry really does seem truly ridiculous most of the time.

Random people have been popping up in my dreams that I have not seen in literally years. How is this so? What does this mean? Do dreams have any significance whatsoever and, if so, how do we know which parts are more significant than others? I have always believed that they are important, and I do "decode" them sometimes when I wake up, but usually they're too detailed to remember. I just don't understand what makes someone appear in your dream when you haven't had anything to do with them in a while. My guess is that they might be thinking about you, or that they will make their way into your life in the near future. 

It's frustrating not being able to measure the value of something. bed